Monthly Archives: September 2018

I’m suspicious. But can I trust that?

I don’t trust my instincts any longer. I used to. There was a time my instincts were spot on. I trusted my gut. I trusted it. But now? I don’t know. Sept. 10 2015. – he went to her. Just … Continue reading

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The “Slut” car conversation

I guess I had too much to say, or think about, to reply on Dolly’s post.  Or even a reform cad’s. Dolly: Creative Writing ARC: 138 – Slut They both then had an interesting conversation about it on twitter.  I chimed in … Continue reading

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My trip.

I packed and left Sunday at 9am. When he and I said goodbye, I cried. Sadly, it wasn’t for missing him, it was in the fear he would go to her. But I left anyway. I can’t live like that … Continue reading

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Out of town

Friday, I asked him if I could go to Kentucky. Told him I wasn’t doing very good, the desire to go was overwhelming, and I would like to see my Dad. He said,”Go. You need to see your Dad.” I … Continue reading

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Did he? Didnt he? Who cares now?

I’m obsessing over something ridiculous. Welcome to my insanity. Sometimes it’s nice here. There’s usually some nature, quiet walks, deep thinking, cake, and wonderful thoughts of punching someone in the throat. I have had a rule, so to speak, for … Continue reading

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