Monthly Archives: April 2019

Interesting..

I’ve read about EMDR. It was the reason I chose who I am going to. But I don’t think I was grasping what I would actually go through and how it would work, and it hasn’t even really started. So … Continue reading

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I’m a mess.

I went down last week like a bag of bricks. After my Wednesday session, I came home and crawled in bed and pretty much didn’t move. I took note of my body language as I told her what I had … Continue reading

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The window.

My last post has had so many reach out to me. I can’t thank you all enough. I use this blog to release what’s inside and it helps me to sort of “look at the big picture.” I truly don’t … Continue reading

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I keep digging.

Some days, I’m good. The affair crosses my mind every single day, but some days it’s easier to push away and keep moving. Other days, I get lost in the “stuck.” I’m stuck. I’m pissed off that I’m stuck. It’s … Continue reading

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Session #2. What just happened?

I will probably write out these sessions, mainly because writing it out helps me look at it, and a year from now I’ll be curious where I will be and how I come out of all of this. She wants … Continue reading

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Session #1

This is the get know you session. During our time, she begins to highly recommend EMDR, and is telling me how it works. But as she went on telling me about it, she tells me that she does not feel … Continue reading

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