Monthly Archives: December 2019

Dammitsomuch

I can’t pull myself out of the past. I’m losing it. I tried to talk to him, to get him to talk. It’s not his job to heal me. I know. But oh would it help if he would at … Continue reading

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24 years.

Monday will be our 24th anniversary. 24 years. 11/24/19 was 29 years together. 29 years. I won’t be acknowledging the day. It’s nothing anymore. I will always see the date as the day I spent our 20th alone. That I … Continue reading

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