Monthly Archives: July 2020


Body combat. Tonight will be three days in a row. I’m about to head in. I think this has saved my life in so many ways. Better than therapy, really. But, like always, I’m heading in angry. I’m heading in … Continue reading

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“I was about to knock his head off”

Husbands band was supposed to play this past weekend. There was a family emergency for one of the band members and they had to cancel. There were two bands that night, so the other band took the whole night. It’s … Continue reading

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Struggling a bit today.

After I wrote out that blog yesterday, I thought I would feel better. But I had a long sleepless night and I can’t seem to let go of the anger. My heart has been pounding in my chest and I … Continue reading

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Did not have my consent.

I was scrolling through My twitter feed a few weeks ago. I can’t find the tweet now, as I wanted her permission to repost it here, I also wanted to retweet it, but I don’t follow her and twitters algorithm … Continue reading

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