Monthly Archives: September 2020


It was his 50th birthday Monday. I let my walls down a little and attempted to make it a nice day for him. Honestly? More for the kids. They enjoyed celebrating their Dad and all had a nice day. Inside, … Continue reading

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I’m stuck!!!!

You know… I’m losing it. I’m fucking stuck. I’m 48 years old, I’ve been a stay home mom for almost 21 of those years. I did go back to work when the youngest started school, but it doesn’t pay much. … Continue reading

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Gifts, ghosts and running into the OW.

Yesterday was an anniversary date of sorts? 9/10- He showed up at her job and said, “Hey, my marriage is over and I would like to take you out for lunch.”……”Also, because it’s the date your first husband passed away, … Continue reading

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I’m not sure why, but my thoughts have been in the past lately. Mainly 13 years old. Just random thoughts swirling around that time. I had a boyfriend then. His name was Ed. He lived in the apartment building across … Continue reading

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