Monthly Archives: August 2021

The car.

This is the first day I’ve been alone since last week. The house is quiet, even my new baby, Charlie my usually loud Amazon parrot, is being quiet and just watching me. More of the story has come to light … Continue reading

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Oh the roller coaster ride.

I got on the road Thursday morning after breakfast. It was weirdly sad to check out, the staff at the hotel nestled at the foot of the Appalachian mountains were kind and amazing. Sister and I hugged tight and cried … Continue reading

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I am hanging in there.

I didn’t sleep Friday night. Maybe got 20 mins. I looked in the mirror at one point and didn’t even recognize myself. Eyes were swollen, red and bloodshot. I needed to go, but had to wait for 9 am for … Continue reading

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What am I going to do?

I realize this is the only place in my life I can go. This anonymous place. Is it sad? That out of everywhere I could turn, it’s here that I crave when I feel myself falling apart. This is my … Continue reading

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Who am I to define it? No one. I am no one. The word is big. Very heavy. Scary. The word all by itself is uncomfortable to even hear spoken aloud. Or read. But what I’m starting to understand is … Continue reading

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Just introverting around.

I want to step to the side of writing about infidelity. For this entry. A comment on my last blog has me thinking and I will definitely address it and respond. I just need a minute. But for now? I’m … Continue reading

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