Author Archives: Walking the Journey

About Walking the Journey

I'm a wife of 22+ years, a mother of three, a sister, a friend. This is my journey on healing after an affair. I'm full of sarcasm, humor and truth. Sharing the journey after my husbands affair, I'm hoping to rid myself of the demons and get a ticket out of crazy town that I'm living in.

Plants, Chickens and Birds.

Well, he’s kissing my ass. But I don’t care. At all. Something switched inside of me, I swear there was an audible click, the moment he screamed “You’re worthless and bring nothing to this family.” I very calmly reminded him … Continue reading

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The hatbox.

There’s a lot going on. My husband is thinking about what he wants, for me to move out or not. He says, “I’m thinking about it. I’ll let you know.” This is absolutely hilarious to me. He has no say … Continue reading

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He’s kicking ME out? Ok.

How odd that this is the place I go when shit is hitting the fan. Not a friend, not a family member, just this space to get it out. We got into a fight this weekend. He’s nasty when we … Continue reading

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A little weirdness about me.

Among other things, I read palms. I’ve been reading palms for… let me math… 34 years. I won’t spend a ton of time defending it, so I’ll just keep it basic and say what led me to doing it. Spiritually, … Continue reading

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The need to write…

Is strong tonight. Not even sure what I want to write about. I just caught up on all the blogs I follow. It’s been a while since I’ve been here. This fluoxetine zombie life is strange. I can actually see … Continue reading

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I often think…

…What if he had chosen her? Sometimes I find myself daydreaming. I know many that I follow are in that boat. Their partner left for the other person. The side piece. The homewrecker. But that is not my story. Mine … Continue reading

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Life.

My dad would always send me a birthday card. It was always well thought, sweet, and I could always tell he took his time picking the perfect card. I’ve saved every single one he’s ever sent. Sometimes he would include … Continue reading

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The whole thing was wrong.

I chose to ignore her letter. It’s just wrong. No matter who she is to me, how I feel about her, what happened the last time she reached out is still there. Though, I get it. Also, I know that … Continue reading

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The past just knocked…

I had to go look, but I thought I wrote of my high school sweetheart, S, before… and yes, I had. Memory lane I went back and read it, and yep. Same. When I think of him, or just high … Continue reading

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Life moves on.

My last post was a mess. Sorry. I won’t even go back and read it, but I think I talked about the prescribed Prozac. I started them. I think I’m on day 11 with them. I think they work. For … Continue reading

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