Category Archives: triggers

Dr. Phil bullshit

***Child molestation and rape trigger warning.*** I’m down with some poison ivy. I don’t get it like a ‘normal person’. I get a small amount of the oil on me and I’m a blistered miserable mess for WEEKS. It’s painful, … Continue reading

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Moved to WordPress

I have moved over to WordPress.  Mainly because I want an app to use to publish.   Let’s see how it goes here!    

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Falling in love and car accidents

April was amazing. That first week after him coming to the skating rink was strange.  He was never far from me, and texts and calls all throughout the day.  He was sweet and attentive.  I did not know what had … Continue reading

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Discovery Day #2.

February 23, 2016 (The timeline and dates are important to me… I’m not sure why.  Maybe I’ll ask the therapist why I’m obsessed with the timeline, because I really don’t know) Tuesday evening. I’m driving home with our oldest, I’ve … Continue reading

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We went south – and I got him back in the house

I told the kids to pack, we were going to go to Florida.  That’s exactly what we did. The kids were surprised, and yet seemed excited.  It was a long, long drive.  16 hours to get to where I wanted … Continue reading

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The hardest thing I’ve ever had to face… December

I think I’ve been avoiding my blog because I know December is the next part to the story. December will never be the same for me again.  I read other blogs, and I know I will have years and years … Continue reading

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October and November after DDay

End of September: His birthday falls at the end of September.  He did not want to celebrate it.  But I didn’t think that was fair to the kids, after all, I think that the older we get, the more our … Continue reading

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Furious…at her AND him

I hate her, I do.  It’s over 9 months since Dday, and shit is STILL coming at me from their affair.  4th of July weekend was a disaster.  I’m fucking losing my mind. I fucking hate her.  I have friends … Continue reading

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Confronting my husband about the affair

Fog.  Clouds.  That’s all I could see around me. It’s 4 days since D-Day.  It’s Thursday.  He just told me the night before that he was, “done.”  That it had been over for years.  He felt no connection with me. … Continue reading

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