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Plants, Chickens and Birds.

Well, he’s kissing my ass. But I don’t care. At all. Something switched inside of me, I swear there was an audible click, the moment he screamed “You’re worthless and bring nothing to this family.” I very calmly reminded him … Continue reading

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He’s kicking ME out? Ok.

How odd that this is the place I go when shit is hitting the fan. Not a friend, not a family member, just this space to get it out. We got into a fight this weekend. He’s nasty when we … Continue reading

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A little weirdness about me.

Among other things, I read palms. I’ve been reading palms for… let me math… 34 years. I won’t spend a ton of time defending it, so I’ll just keep it basic and say what led me to doing it. Spiritually, … Continue reading

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The need to write…

Is strong tonight. Not even sure what I want to write about. I just caught up on all the blogs I follow. It’s been a while since I’ve been here. This fluoxetine zombie life is strange. I can actually see … Continue reading

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I often think…

…What if he had chosen her? Sometimes I find myself daydreaming. I know many that I follow are in that boat. Their partner left for the other person. The side piece. The homewrecker. But that is not my story. Mine … Continue reading

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The past just knocked…

I had to go look, but I thought I wrote of my high school sweetheart, S, before… and yes, I had. Memory lane I went back and read it, and yep. Same. When I think of him, or just high … Continue reading

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Life moves on.

My last post was a mess. Sorry. I won’t even go back and read it, but I think I talked about the prescribed Prozac. I started them. I think I’m on day 11 with them. I think they work. For … Continue reading

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Reactions around me

The awkward vibe coming off of people is, well, I guess awkward for both of us. Them and me. It started at the police station. This is a small town, a small Bible Belt town. Everyone… and I mean everyone, … Continue reading

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The car.

This is the first day I’ve been alone since last week. The house is quiet, even my new baby, Charlie my usually loud Amazon parrot, is being quiet and just watching me. More of the story has come to light … Continue reading

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Oh the roller coaster ride.

I got on the road Thursday morning after breakfast. It was weirdly sad to check out, the staff at the hotel nestled at the foot of the Appalachian mountains were kind and amazing. Sister and I hugged tight and cried … Continue reading

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