Tag Archives: cheating husband

Strange happenings from me to ghostly visits.

Posted on March 8, 2022 by Walking the Journey

Just rambling. It’s strange feeling myself letting go. I have some go to angry music I’ve been listening to for 5 1/2 years now. It’s fuels me. It literally was making my soul happy to listen to it. To scream … Continue reading →

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Homeward bound.

Posted on February 14, 2022 by Walking the Journey

I’m home. But I already miss these mountains. I already miss the house. I would honestly still be there, but my daughter needed to be back home for school. I came back today and when He got home from work, … Continue reading →

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I often think…

Posted on December 3, 2021 by Walking the Journey

…What if he had chosen her? Sometimes I find myself daydreaming. I know many that I follow are in that boat. Their partner left for the other person. The side piece. The homewrecker. But that is not my story. Mine … Continue reading →

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Life moves on.

Posted on October 23, 2021 by Walking the Journey

My last post was a mess. Sorry. I won’t even go back and read it, but I think I talked about the prescribed Prozac. I started them. I think I’m on day 11 with them. I think they work. For … Continue reading →

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Stupid condoms. 🤬

Posted on October 11, 2021 by Walking the Journey

I clearly seem to have lost complete control over myself at this point. I’m not thinking, I’m not thinking past doing dumb shit and knowing there will be consequences. Maybe it’s mercury retrograde. Maybe it is. Maybe I’m insane. Maybe … Continue reading →

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It’s real.

Posted on September 14, 2021 by Walking the Journey

The internal battle is real. I’m doing it again, the push away. The “other people have it worse” the “It’s fine. Everything’s fine” fake smile. But I want to scream. I want to scream. I need to just admit to … Continue reading →

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Shattered

Posted on July 27, 2021 by Walking the Journey

I read a blog post recently that was deep. Her style of writing is unique and so heartfelt you can feel it in your chest. She wrote something a few weeks ago that just left me stunned for several minutes. … Continue reading →

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Look at me living and sh*t 😁

Posted on July 18, 2021 by Walking the Journey

So long before shut downs and COVID, I would’ve described myself as a functioning introvert. I don’t even know if that’s a thing, but that’s what I’m going with. I am fine in public with people existing around me but … Continue reading →

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Fantasy.

Posted on July 13, 2021 by Walking the Journey

I’ve never done this. It’s never crossed my mind. Not once in 30 years together. I was working on my chicken coop yesterday, it was just me, the chickens and some woodland critters. No headphones in, no music, just me … Continue reading →

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Facebook memories

Posted on June 2, 2021 by Walking the Journey

I look at them. For me, I had to stop the memories for a while, but I’ve turned them back on. I face them head on now and own the fact that I pretty much post for the memories. It’s … Continue reading →

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