Tag Archives: mistress

It’s real.

The internal battle is real. I’m doing it again, the push away. The “other people have it worse” the “It’s fine. Everything’s fine” fake smile. But I want to scream. I want to scream. I need to just admit to … Continue reading

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Smoky mountains and the OW.

I went to see my Dad. I have not seen him in 2 1/2 years. I love being home, but I struggle being near him and in all honesty, I may share DNA with him, but he and I do … Continue reading

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Abuse

Have I written that he accuses me of being abusive? He says I am an abusive spouse. He tells me I abuse him. I know I’ve tried to write it, but not sure if I hit publish. There’s a lot … Continue reading

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Exit Affair

Spaghetti Sam just killed it the other day with this post Exit Affair. Not long after I started this blog, I found that there are ‘types’ of affairs. From other blogs and even our marriage counselor, he had a name … Continue reading

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Took a bit of a break

I missed my blog and twitter family for sure, but needed a bit of a break. I hope all had a wonderful Mother’s Day ūüíź After seeing his hours logged for work, I definitely fell down a hole. Raging pissed … Continue reading

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What just happened?

So after I saw that text between D and my husband, we had it out that weekend. I basically let 2 1/2 years out. I took up for myself and let’s just say there were a lot of tears and … Continue reading

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HW, OW, THOT…

Pointless post this morning. Big debate going on in a group I’m in this morning on the acronyms. It is being said that we, the BS (betrayed spouse) need to stop calling the OW, OW. We need to call her … Continue reading

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Justifying their cheating behavior

I’m in this support group. Which, I tell myself daily that I need to leave because honestly, it can be triggering. Many have just found out and it can be heartbreaking remembering those first days after DDay. Yet, I stay. … Continue reading

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Does the OW have power?

twitter conversations always get me thinking.. What is she to me? Who is she to me? Does being angry with her give her power over me? I’m not even sure what that means. I have struggled with my anger with … Continue reading

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10.26.18

I have no title. The date will have to do. I’m struggling a bit tonight. I’ll get through, but for now, I’ll just write it out. There are so many trigger dates in October. Some days are harder than others. … Continue reading

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